Between the Tall Trees

 For some reason, I am feeling emotional today. I have no idea why.  Maybe it's hormones. I guess this type of thing happens to me when I am home alone and have to actually sit with myself. My brain really does go wild whenever it gets the chance to, and it's not always my favorite.  I feel like so much has happened since the last time I wrote. Did I mention that I got diagnosed with ADHD? I am still waiting for the official report, but this is the conclusion that came from my online meeting with the psychologist. I honestly wasn't shocked, but it's been a whole thing for me to let it all sink in. I get to happily call myself a neurodivergent, and I think it's kinda cool. I can relate to my kiddo a whole lot more, and that's just the cherry on top for me. Since getting the official word, I have been able to connect with others who also have ADHD. It's really been wonderful hearing their stories and being able to relate so much. It's a great feeling to kn

 It's been quite a time the past few weeks. It feels like such a whirlwind. I am happy it's officially March today because that means we're just a little closer to spring and hopefully also some restrictions being lifted. My kids had their February break last week, and it was good to have them home but also extremely exhausting. We had workers here to replace some roofing on the house, my husband and I both ended up sick and needing to get corona tests done (thankfully both were negative!), and the kids struggled at times to find stuff to do given the fact that we're still in lockdown. But...we survived!  They're all back to school and work today so now I feel like I can try to resume a bit of normalcy again (aka mop the floors and clean my bathrooms..haha!).  I am...in process. I feel like I am in process of so many things and in so many areas of my life. I find myself grasping to try and make sense of it all, but I feel like that's asking a lot on most days. I